湄公河三角洲, 1971年10月6日
Charlie-Fox, Charlie-Fox 6,
Roger, be advised...
We'll have resupplies down by chopper. Over.
抽一口吧, 兄弟
Strong shit, man.
Where the fuck are the goddamn gooks already?
越共都到哪去了?
我想他们不在这附近
I don't think them fucking dinks are even out there.
Jesus, this shit's something else.
老天!
说点新鲜点的
教授! 你一小时可以拉几次?
Hey, Professor, how many times can you shit in an hour?
Professor got beaucoup-shits, man.
教授的粪可真多
干脆别穿裤子算了
Why do you even bother pulling them up?
你又去打手枪了? Jake
You jerking off again, huh, Jake?
过来打这一管
Come over here and jerk on this. Come choke my black rooster.
过来打这支黑的
拜托!
Please?
He's asking politely.
真有礼貌啊!
Ain't got a fucking tweezer, man.
我手边可没有拔毛夹
Whoa!
Shit! We got movement in the tree line.
该死! 树林方向有动静!
-Shit! -Movement in the tree line!
-该死! -到树林前面去!
离开这里
One, three, two, zero!
1320
有点不对劲
-Fuck, something's wrong. -What the fuck's wrong with you?
你是怎么了? 妈的
Fuck!
It's my head. It's my head.
我的头!
Help me! Somebody help me!
快来人救救我
Get up! Get up!
站起来!...
-Paul, help me, man! -Get up!
-来救救我! -站起来
Help! Help me!
救命, 救救我
What the fuck is wrong with you? Come on, get up!
你到底怎么了? 快起来
班尼, 你怎么了?
Medic! Medic!
Stop it!
阻止他
You're crazy, man.
阻止他
Medic!
班尼!
天啊! 我的妈!
Move it! Move it!
One, two, three, zero!
-On the floor! -Fire!
My arm! My arm! My arm!
Oh, God! Fucking shit!
Excuse me.
对不起
你晓不晓得, 我们过了伯根街没有
Do you know if we've passed Bergen Street yet?
伯根街?
Bergen?
Um... I fell asleep.
我刚睡着了
All right. Okay.
算了
Fuck.
该死
伯根街出口
Shit.
该死
Hey, Chester.
嘿, 小丑
Go back to sleep.
睡觉去
又失眠啦?
Get insomnia again?
是你吗? Jake
Jake, is that you?
怎么回事, 家俱大搬风啊?
What the hell did you do? Move all the furniture?
I just moved the chair, that's all.
我只是移了一个椅子
这样好一点吗?
That help?
Yeah, thanks.
好多了, 谢啦!
So, what do you think?
你认为如何?
About what?
什么如何?
The room.
房间啊!
-Oh, ask me tomorrow. -It is tomorrow.
明天再问我
现在已经是"明天"
How come you're so late?
你怎么这么晚才回家?
纳许又请假了
Bud Nash didn't show up again.
他打电话来说他病了
Called in sick. He's always sick.
他老是生病
于是我再工作
So, I worked.
加个班
Got some overtime.
你的裤子怎么了?
What happened to your pants?
Oh, don't ask.
别提了
你看起来真糟
You look terrible.
谢啦!
Thanks.
Mmm.
救命!...
Help me. Help me.
Oh, fuck.
妈的
You're up?
你醒了?
Oh, fuck.
妈的
What's that?
这是什么?
Your kid dropped it off.
你的孩子拿过来的
谁? Jed吗?
-Who, Jed? -No, the little one.
不是, 那个较小的
Eli
Eli.
Why can't you remember their names?
你为什么记不住他们的名字
They're weird names.
他们的名字都很怪异
他们的名字全出自于圣经
They're biblical names.
是先知的名字
They were prophets.
就我个人而言
Well, personally, I never went for church names.
我从不喜欢与教会有关的名字
What?
怎么了?
Where do you think Jezebel came from?
你想Jezebel这名字, 是从哪来的?
没人那样叫我
Nobody calls me that.
你真是个真正的异教徒, Jezzie
You're such a heathen, Jezzie.
你怎么会跟我这种人在一起?
How'd I ever get involved with such a fucking ninny?
你把灵魂卖了, 记得吗?
You sold your soul, remember? That's what you told me.
你告诉过我的
是吗? 为什么我这么说?
-Oh, yeah? For what? -A good lay.
为了跟我上床
Look what I got...
结果我得到了什么?
最好的
The best.
袋子里是什么东西?
So, what's in the bag?
-Pictures. -Oh, yeah?
照片
你的妻子本来要把它们扔掉的
Your wife was gonna toss them,
在上学途中逃掉的那小孩
so, what's-his-name dropped it over on the way to school.
叫什么名字?
Eli
Eli. Eli. E-Ii.
Eli, E-Ii
Well...
These are great.
MV Drom.
照得不错
Yeah? Look at this baby.
看看这婴儿
Aw, who's that?
他是谁?
-Isn't that the cutest baby you've ever seen? -Little fat little thing.
-是不是很可爱? -小小肥肥的
那是我
-That's me. -That's you? Let me see.
是你? 让我看看
No, that's all right. This fat little thing. You don't have to look.
没错, 是个小肥子, 没什么好看的
You don't have to look.
她是谁?
Who's this?
Sarah.
Sarah
Sarah.
我明白你的意思
I can see what you mean.
What?
什么意思?
Why you left.
但你离开了
What do you mean?
什么意思?
Jake, 她看起来像个泼妇
Jake, she looks like a real bitch.
她当时蛮好看的
Well, she looked good then.
我不这么认为
Not to me.
You didn't marry her.
你又没跟她结婚
Hello, baby.
你好吗? 宝贝
How you doing?
What's wrong?
怎么了?
这是你去越南以前
Is this the one who died before you went to Vietnam?
死掉的那孩子?
是啊! 是Gabe
Yeah, it's Gabe.
Oh, God.
老天, 抱歉
Sorry.
我吓了一跳! 没想到会看见他
Took me by surprise. I didn't expect to see him today.
What are you doing? Stop it!
怎么了? 住手
我不喜欢让你难过的事情
I don't like things that make you cry.
I didn't cry.
我没哭
当天空阴沉时
我不喜欢灰色的天空
你会令它变成蔚蓝
阳光男孩
Hey!
嘿, 高恩
又吃东西? 无药可救了你!
In to get your check? You one greedy motherfucker, man.
Don't you know that?
Hi.
做得怎么样?
-How's it going? -Better now.
好多了
-Yeah? -Mmm-hmm.
-I'm going to go home. -What's wrong?
我得回家
怎么了?
老毛病, 背又痛了, 我得见Louis
Oh, just one of those days.
My back's killing me. I'm gonna see Louis.
又来了
Oh, no, not again. Your boss is going to kill you.
你老板会把你给杀了
有什么办法呢!
Well, what can you do?
我会想念和你一起回家的时候
Well, I'll miss riding home with you.
-Yeah? -I was looking fen/vard to it.
真的
我已经在期待了
Yeah? Easy. My back.
别弄痛我的背
少来, Jake, 根本不会痛
Come on, Jake, that didn't hurt.
How do you know?
你怎么知道?
I know you. How come you're so tense today?
我太了解你了
今天怎么会这么紧张?
我不知道, 我能说什么?
I don't know. What can I tell you, Louis?
前几天我见到Sarah
I saw Sarah the other day.
是吗?
-Oh, yeah? -Mmm-hmm.
Her knee acting up?
她的膝盖又痛了?
有一点
A bit.
她说了些什么?
So, what did she have to say?
Turn on your right side.
转到右边
另一个右边
How about the other right?
I don't understand you philosophers.
我弄不明白你们这些哲学家
你可以理解整个世界
You got the world figured out,
but you can't remember the difference between right and left.
却弄不清楚左右边
她说了什么?
-So, what did she say? -Oh, not much.
没说什么
这方面倒蛮像你
She's like you that way, two clams. No wonder your marriage didn't last.
太沉默, 难怪你们的婚姻会触礁
Put your hand on your hip.
把手放这里
Take a deep breath.
深呼吸
慢慢的吐气
And let it out slowly...
...slowly, slowly.
慢慢的
做得不错
That's good.
现在转到左边
Now, turn to your left.
Did she talk about the boys?
她有没有提到孩子?
她说你是个畜牲
She says you're a son of a bitch, and she regrets the day she set eyes on you.
她后悔曾经认识过你
I thought she didn't say much.
你说她说得不多
是不多, 就这么一点
She didn't. That's about all she said. Put your hand on your hip.
把手放这里
Take a breath.
呼吸
放轻松
Easy.
On your back.
躺平
I think she still loves you.
我认为她还爱着你
I don't think so.
我不这么想
她不断地提起你
She doesn't stop talking about you.
那就是爱, Jake
That's love, Jake.
我认为你该回她身边
I think you should go back to her.
She threw me out, remember?
她赶我走的, 还记得吗?
The problem is you spent six years getting a PhD
问题在于
你花了六年念到博士学位
and then went to work for the post office.
竟然还到邮局工作
这该怎么说
Well, what can I tell you?
After Nam, I didn't want to think anymore.
经过越战, 我什么都不愿去想
要是别人倒没关系
Any other brain but yours, I'd agree.
但你的头脑是最好的
现在放轻松点
Now, relax.
这次力道会大一点
Now, relax. This is going to be a little strong.
That a boy. That a boy.
乖孩子
I found one.
我找到一个
应该还活着
I think he's still alive.
你把我怎么了?
What did you... What did you do to me?
我得在那部位下手
I had to get in there.
It's a deep adjustment.
做些深入的调整
Rest a moment. Let it set a bit.
休息一会儿
让脑筋轻松一下
I had a weird flash just now.
刚才突然想起以前的事
What?
想到什么?
我不知道, 这种情况最近常有
I don't know. I've been having them recently.
你看起来好像天使
You know, you look like an angel, Louis.
像发育过度的小天使
Like an overgrown cherub.
-有人这么说过你吗? -有!
Anyone ever tell you that?
Yeah.
就是你
You.
每次见到你, 你都说
Every time I see you.
You're a lifesaver, Louis.
你是生命的救生员, Louis
我知道
I know.
Mr. Postman.
邮差先生...
Mr. Postman.
Where's your letters, baby?
你的信呢?
Hey, Mr. Postman.
你的邮袋呢?
Where's your bag?
Shake your thing.
有条给他的歌! 等等
You know, we should say at him. Wait!
是, 请等等, 邮差先生
等等, 邮差先生
拜托, 邮差先生, 帮我留意...
你去哪里?
-Where you going? Where you going? -Come back!
We don't remember the words. I'm sorry.
Look out! Look out!
小心!
Look out! Look out!
Singer?
Singer
Please, Elizabeth, sit down.
伊丽莎白, 坐下
我得见见Carlson大夫
Hi, I need to see Dr. Carlson, please.
Carlson?
Carlson? Is he new here?
新来的大夫吗?
不, 他待这儿好几年了
New? No, he's been here for years.
资料里没这个人
Not according to my charts.
你约了他吗?
Do you have an appointment?
没有, 听我说, 我得见他一面
No. Listen, I need to see him. I know where his room is.
我知道他的房间在哪儿
Just give me a pass. I won't be long, 10 minutes.
给我张通行证
不会超过10分钟的
Our doctors are seen by appointment only.
必须先约诊才能看医生
该死
Damn.
我是退伍军人的门诊病人
I was in the veterans' outpatient program. He knows me.
他知道我是谁
What was your name?
你叫什么名字?
Singer, Jacob·Singer
Singer. Jacob Singer.
I've got a lot of work here. Haven't even had my lunch yet.
我还没吃午餐呢!
很抱歉, 但是...
I'm sorry, but there's no record of a Jacob Singer in our files.
我们的部里没有Jacob·Singer的资料
没资料是什么意思?
What do you mean "no record"?
你要我拼音给你听吗?
Do I have to spell it out for you? There is nothing there.
什么都没有
太荒谬了
That's ridiculous. I've been coming here for years.
我来这里好几年了
听我说, 我...
Listen to me. I'm... I'm...
我一定得见Carlson大夫
I... I need to see Dr. Carlson.
如是急诊, 我们这有精神科社工
If it is an emergency, we have a staff of psychiatric social workers.
There's about an hour's wait.
不过得等上一个钟头
请你填这表格
Would you just fill out this form, please?
I won't see any social worker.
我不要社工
我要找Carlson大夫谈话
I want to talk to Dr. Carlson. He knows me.
他认得我
嘿! 回来!
Hey! Come back here!
Hey! Hey, come back here!
嘿!
回来, 你!
Hey!
Look out! Look out! Get off! Whoa! Whoa!
-Hey, come on! -Hold him.
He made it, he made it.
有什么事吗?
Can I help you?
Carlson大夫在哪里? 这不是他的办公室吗?
Where's Dr. Carlson? Isn't this his office?
Bejust a minute.
请等一会儿
Why don't we step out in the hall?
我们去外面谈
It's okay.
没关系的
我很遗憾
I'm so sorry. Dr. Carlson died.
Carlson大夫死了
死了?
Died?
是车祸
It was a car accident.
Oh, Jesus.
老天爷!
Oh, Jesus.
When?
什么时候?
大约在感恩节前一个月
About a month ago. Just before Thanksgiving.
怎么发生的?
How'd it happen?
没有人知道, 听说是爆炸
No one really knows. They say it blew up.
爆炸?
Blew up?
What do you mean, blew up?
你是说爆炸?
我真的不清楚
I really don't know.
我能帮你什么忙吗?
Is there anything I can do for you?
Do you... Do you want me to get you someone?
你要我帮你找其他医生吗?
No. I'm okay.
不用了, 我没事
可能是压力, Jake
Maybe it's the pressure, Jake.
比如说来自金钱上的
You know, the money. Things like that.
或者是来自你老婆
Or your wife.
提她干嘛?
Why do you bring her up?
她老是在你心上
She's always on your mind.
I never talk about her.
我从来不提她的事
这和你说不说没有关系
It has nothing to do with talking.
也许是战争
Maybe it's the war.
你在越南两年, 难免会...
You can't spend two years in Vietnam and expect...
Oh, Jezzie, come on.
Jezzie, 拜托
封闭的车站和那些怪物
How does that explain barricaded subway stations?
How does it explain these fucking creatures?
你又怎么解释?
怪物?
Creatu res?
Jake, 纽约全都是些怪物
Jake, New York is filled with creatures, and lots of stations are closed.
许多车站也都关了
他们就像... 恶魔
They're like demons, Jezz.
恶魔
Demons?
Jake, 亲爱的
Jake, honey, they're winos and bag ladies.
他们只是一些酒鬼和老乞婆
到处都是他们的踪影
Lowlife. That's all they are. The streets are crawling with them.
Don't make 'em into something they're not, hmm?
别提他们抛上什么妖魔鬼怪的
These guys were trying to kill me. They were aiming straight at me.
还有那车子
它朝着我直冲过来
Kids on a joy ride. It happens all the time.
开快车的孩子, 常有的事
他们不是人
They were inhuman.
Oh, come on.
别说了
What were they, Jake?
他们是什么? Jake
You still love me?
你还爱我?
什么?
What?
Do you love me?
你还爱我吗?
Yeah.
爱
嘿, 你到哪儿去, 跟我来
Hey, where are you going? Come with me. Come on.
你有女朋友吗?
Do you have a girlfriend? Do you like her an awful lot?
爱她吗?
要不要新的女朋友?
Do you want a new girlfriend?
我就住在这附近
Because, you know what, I live very close to here,
而且非常寂寞
and I'm very lonely.
嘿
Hey.
让我看看你的手相
Let me look at your hand.
不, 谢谢
No, thanks.
上吧, Jake, 她很不错的
Go ahead, Jake. Let her do it. She's real good.
来
Come on.
很有意思的
Ifsfun.
You left-handed or right-handed?
你习惯用左手还是右手
Um, right.
右手
-Give it to me. -Okay.
手伸过来
Hmm? Mmm-hmm. Married man.
你结过婚
Please.
拜托
不妙
Oh, no.
离婚了
Oh, divorce.
我喜欢
I like that.
-You see this here, that split? -Where?
你看到这个分叉没有?
哪里?
就这儿
Right here.
被纸割伤的
It's a paper cut.
0oh, and a sense of humor, too.
你很幽默
我喜欢
I love it.
Let's see.
让我看看
嘿, Jake
Hey, Jake. Jake.
Jake, 来
Come on, baby. Come on and dance with me, just one, huh?
来, 宝贝
和我跳支舞, 一支就好
调戏女孩子?
What, are you flirting?
Hi.
我看看
Let's see, this is your heart line,
这是爱情线
and your head line.
这是子孙线
Huh?
还有生命线
And your life line.
这儿有条很奇怪的线
You have a very strange line, hon.
别笑, 这并不好笑
No, it's not funny.
你看, 根据这条线
See, according to this, you're already dead.
你已经死了
你已不在人世间了, 宝贝
-You're out of here, baby. -Oh, no, what can you do?
你"走"之前
Just give me your blue eyes before you go, okay?
把你的蓝眼珠给我, 怎么样
等等, Jake, 过来
Wait, wait. Jake, come here. Come on. Come on, come on, you can dance.
过来, 你可以跳舞的
-Yeah. Shake it. -I don't want to.
对, 摇, 宝贝, 摇吧
Come on, baby, shake it.
Come on, man, move those legs, brother. Move them size thirteens.
Those are some big fucking feet. Shit.
Jesus, look at that. His guts are hanging out.
天, 连肠子都跑出来了
You'll have to push them back in.
把它们放回去
我从来没有
I have never... I have never been so mortified in my whole life.
我这辈子从来没有这么丢脸过
Screaming like that.
叫得那么大声
我不明白你到底是怎么了
I don't understand what's gotten into you, Jake.
你的举止不正常
You're not acting normal.
我生活里太多疯狂的事情了
I've been with too many crazies in my life. I don't want it anymore.
我受不了
更受不了让我丢脸的男人
I'm tired of men flipping out on me.
你要疯, 你自己去疯
If you go crazy, Jake, you're going crazy by yourself, you understand?
知道吗?
What's it say?
几度?
老天, 我得找大夫来
Oh, my God. I'm calling the doctor.
几度?
What's it say?
It's gone to the top.
高到顶点了
很好
Great.
佛斯特大夫吗, 很抱歉打扰你
Dr. Forrest, I'm so sorry to bother you.
我是Jezzie·Pipkin, 住14G房
This is Jezzie Pipkin up on 14-G.
我刚量了Jake的体温
I just took Jake's temperature, and it says 106. Could that be right?
高到106度, 这会不会有问题
我的天
Oh, my God.
我的天
Oh, my God.
Get out of bed.
起床
I can't. I'm freezing.
不行, 我好冷
Jake, 拜托你起床
Jake, for Pete's sake, get out of bed!
大夫怎么说?
What did the doctor say?
说你送医途中就会死了
That you'd die on the way to the hospital. Now, come on.
快点, 赶快起来
Come on, up, up.
起来, 起来
支持住, 支持住
Hold on, hold on. You're going to be okay, Jake.
你将没事, Jake
What are you doing?
你在干什么!
进去, 我再去拿冰块
-Get in there. I got to get more ice. -I'm freezing!
我冷死了
What's happening?
发生什么事了?
赶快给我些冰块
I need some ice right away. He's running a 106 fever.
Jake发烧烧到106度, 情况危急
-It's an emergency. Ice. -What?
冰块!
谢了
Thank you.
赶快, 山姆
Come on, Sam.
老天爷, Jake
Oh, my God. Oh, Jake, 0h, Jake, don't you die on me. Come on.
Jake, 你可别死
赶快, 山姆, 帮我一下
Sam, help me! Sam!
山姆
-I'll help. -Come on.
小心点
-Be careful with him. -Hold on.
Come on. It's for your own good.
Come on, Jake. Come on, get him in there.
抓住他, 抓住!
Hold him! Hold him! It's going to be okay.
没事的
It's going to be okay.
Is he all right?
他没事吧?
他不喜欢这样
He doesn't like this.
救救我, 拜托
Help me!
Stop it.
住手
Don't you die on me, Jake.
住手, 你们快杀死我了
Stop it! You're killing me!
Shit.
怎么回事
What was that?
冷死了
I'm freezing.
我又不冷
I'm not cold.
你当然不冷, 被子都让你抢去了
Of course you're not cold. You have all the covers.
Must be 10 degrees in here.
房里八成只有十度
我告诉你, Sarah
I'm telling you, Sarah,
如果你要呼吸新鲜空气
if you want fresh air, you can sleep on the fire escape.
你可以睡到太平梯去
现在我要窗子关着
From now on, that window's closed.
关着对健康不好
It's not healthy when it's closed.
健康? 你说这是健康?
Healthy? You call this healthy?
我都快死于肺炎了, 这叫健康
I'm going to die of pneumonia. This is healthy?
我梦见...
What a dream I was having.
I was living with another woman.
我和另一个女人住在一起
你知道她是谁吗?
You know who it was?
我怎么晓得?
I don't want to know.
是邮局的同事Jezebel
Jezebel from the post office.
你该记得她
You remember her. You met her at the Christmas party that time.
我们在耶诞舞会上见过她
I was living with her.
我和她生活在一起
好可怕的恶梦
God, what a nightmare.
有群恶魔, 我全身着火
There were all these demons, and I was on fire.
我从冰块燃烧了起来
I was burning from ice.
罪恶感罢了
Guilty thoughts.
See what happens when you cheat on me, even in your mind?
通常你欺骗我时, 就会有这种毛病
她的床上功夫很行
She was really good in bed.
Go to sleep.
睡觉吧
她的大腿好正点
She had these great thighs.
Oh, I thought you said it was a nightmare.
你不是说是个恶梦吗?
是恶梦
It was. It was a nightmare.
It was a terrible, terrible nightmare.
可怕的恶梦...
Daddy, what was that noise?
爸, 怎么会有奇怪的声音?
你起来做什么?
What are you doing up?
好冷
It's cold.
跟你妈说
-Well, tell your mother. -Go back to bed, darling.
回去睡觉
帮我盖被子好吗?
Will you tuck me in?
谁? 她?
Who, her?
不是, 是你
No, Daddy.
-Shit. -Good night, sweetheart.
晚安!
Oh, God. Come on.
Good night, darling.
好, 闭上眼睛
Okay. Close your eyes.
我不在乎灰色的天空
I don't mind the gray skies.
You make them...
你使得它们变...
Blue?
蓝?
阳光男孩
Sonny Boy.
当我年老发白时, 亲爱的
When I'm old and gray, dear.
Promise you won't stray, dear.
答应我你要诚实, 亲爱的
我非常疼你
I love you so.
Sonny...
阳光...
男孩
Boy...
爸
-Dad? -Yeah, Jed?
什么事, Jed
你忘了我的零用钱
You forgot my allowance.
零用钱?
Your allowance?
现在是凌晨五点
It's 5:00 in the morning. We'll talk about it at breakfast.
明天早上餐桌上再谈
好吧, 别忘了
All right, but don't forget.
I love you, Dad.
我爱你, 爸
怎么? 在开家族会议?
What is this, a convention? I love you too, Pickles. Go back to sleep.
我也爱你, 睡觉吧
等一等
Wait.
别走
Don't go.
我哪里都不去
I'm not going anywhere.
I'm right here.
我就在这里
阖上你的眼睛
Close your eyes.
明早见
See you in the morning.
别关
Don't shut it.
再开一点点
Open it a bit more.
这样?
-There? -A little bit more.
再开一点
这样?
-There? -Good.
好
I love you, Sarah.
我爱你, Sarah
当心他的头
Watch the head.
There's been a mistake.
Move it!
We got a fucking chance down here.
Declare an emergency. Over.
你很幸运, Jake
You're a lucky guy, Jake. You must have friends in high places.
一定有人保佑你
Let's get down to Orson.
I was going to vote for three all the way through,
and I switched to two with some trepidation, because she said one over one,
which means number one of an addition of one,
and I think only an artist would know that.
Jake
Jake?
You're going to be all right, Jake.
你不会有事的, Jake
Oh, you're going to be fine.
你会好起来的
Am I...
我在家里吗?
Am I home?
Yeah. You're right here.
你是在家里
Home.
大夫说你很幸运, 脑袋没烧坏掉
Doctor says you're lucky your brains didn't boil.
真是可怕的一夜
What a night, Jake, huh?
你又踢又叫
You were screaming and kicking.
你不断重覆的说着:
And you kept saying, "Sarah, close the window,"
"Sarah, 把窗户关起来"
over and over.
And talking to your kids, even the dead one.
还跟你的孩子说话
甚至和死的的那个说话
是不是很怪异呢?
Weird, huh?
你知道你在八小时内...
You know you melted 50 pounds of ice in eight hours?
融化掉五十磅的冰块吗?
Am I dead?
我死了?
不
Oh, no.
不, 你还在
No. You're right here.
大夫叫你要休息, 知道吗?
Doctor says you got to rest.
You see, he says you have a virus.
他说你感染病毒
他们查不出病因时都这么说
That's what they always say when they don't know what it is.
乖乖躺着, 好吗?
Now, you just lie here, okay?
你今天得出去走走
You know, you really ought to get out today.
你不能老是这样坐着
You can't just sit around like this all the time, Jake, it's not healthy.
这样不健康
对心理也不好
It's not good for your mind.
去散个步之类的
Go take a walk or something.
做点事情
Do something. Go to a movie.
看场电影
享受一下
Go enjoy yourself.
我们总有一个人得享受一下
One of us should be having a good time.
你听到了没有?
Anybody in there?
你听进去了吗?
Anybody home?
你是谁?
Who are you?
去你的
Fuck you.
该死的家伙
Two weeks of this shit! I've had enough.
我受够了
如果你想让自己烂掉, 尽管待着
Go ahead and rot if you want.
祝你有个混蛋的一天
Have a good fucking day.
哈啰
Hello.
Jake?
-Jake? -Yeah?
Paul·Gruniger
-It's Paul. Paul Gruniger. -Paul Gruniger.
Paul?
你是Paul? 你好吗
Paul. Paul Gruniger. Jesus, how are you? God! It's been like five, six years.
老天, 有五, 六年没见了
的确很久不见了
-Yeah, A long time. -So, what's up?
近况如何?
普普通通
-Nothing much. -Yeah. Well, same here.
我也一样
I need to see you, Jake.
我必须要见你, Jake
I'd love to see you, man, but I've been kind of laid up. I've been sick.
我也想见你, 但是这几天又病了
I need to see you.
我一定得见你
好吧!
All right.
事情有些不对劲, Jake
Something's wrong, Jake.
我不晓得是什么事
I don't know what it is,
但我没办法跟其他人谈
but I can't talk to anybody about it.
我只有找你谈
Yet, I figured I could talk to you.
你总是静静地听
You always used to listen, you know.
我快下地狱了
I'm going to hell.
这是最直接了当的讲法
That's as straight as I can put it.
别说我疯了
And don't tell me that I'm crazy, 'cause I know I'm not.
因为我知道我没疯
他们来找我了
They're coming after me.
Who is?
谁?
他们跟踪我
They've been following me.
他们从墙里冒出来
They're coming out of the walls.
I can't trust anybody.
我无法相信任何人
但我一定要找个人说话
But I got to talk to somebody.
我一定要找人说话
I got to talk to somebody, or I'm going to fly out of my fucking mind!
不说出来我会疯掉
少管闲事
Mind your business.
I don't know who they are or what they are,
我不知道他们是谁
也不知道他们么来路
but they're going to get me, and I'm scared, Jake.
但他们要捉我, 我好害怕, Jake
我害怕得无法做任何事情
I'm so scared, I can't do anything.
I can't go to my sister's.
我不能找我姐姐
I can't even...
我不能...
I can't even go home.
我没办法回家
I don't know what to do.
我不知道该怎么办
Paul. Shit.
Paul
Paul, I know what you're talking about.
Paul, 我知道你说的那回事
What do you mean?
这话是什么意思?
I've seen them, too.
我也看过他们
You've seen them?
你看过?
I've seen them, too. Everywhere, like a plague.
我也看过
到处都碰见他们
My God, I thought I was the only one.
老天爷, 我以为只有我一个人
Yeah, me, too. I thought I was going out of my fucking mind.
我也一样
我以为我疯了
I know, I know.
我知道
Look, I carry these around everywhere with me,
我把这些东西随时带在身旁
but they don't help.
但是没用
Nothing helps.
没有东西能帮得上忙
What happened?
到底是怎么一回事?
What happened that night?
那晚发生了什么事?
-What have they done to us? -I don't know.
-他们把我们怎么了? -我不知道
Profile.
Great. That's good, that's good. Go, give it to him.
My lucky day...
今天真好运
Be advised, we have heavy gunfire...
Mayday, mayday, mayday!
呼救! 呼救!
找地方降落!
Five minutes to the sea.
Oh, no, no, no. You have to be strong for your children.
你一定要坚强起来
Listen to what she's saying.
Did anybody see the police report? Sounds like a bomb to me.
有谁看过警方的报告?
似乎是炸药
The paper said it was electrical. It was an accident.
报纸上说电线走火
那是件意外
That's bullshit. Someone's covering something up.
胡说
有人在隐瞒真相
That was no accident. It was set, man.
根本不是意外, 是有预谋的
Why? Paul wasn't hated by anybody in the world.
为什么? Paul又没有仇人
So, what did he say when you'll went out? Did he say anything?
他跟你在一起时说了些什么?
Well, he was upset. He thought people were following him.
他那时很颓丧
他觉得有人跟踪他
-Yeah? Who? -He didn't know.
是吗? 谁?
他不知道
Demons.
是魔鬼
Demons? What the fuck you talking about, demons?
魔鬼? 你胡说些什么? 魔鬼?
He thought he was going to hell.
他说他快下地狱去了
Why did he say that for? I mean, what would make him say that?
他说那个干嘛?
是什么事情让他说出那种话?
I mean, that's strange.
好奇怪
What else did he say, Jake?
他还说了些什么, Jake?
He was scared. He was seeing things coming out of the woodwork.
他很害怕
他看见有东西, 从木制品里跑出来
"They're trying to get me," he said.
他说那些东西要抓他
Did he say what they looked like?
他有没有说那东西, 看起来像什么
Excuse me.
失陪了
In one end and out the other, huh, George? Still a fucking spaz.
他不敢卷入这件事
所以他溜了
Hope he can hold his dick better than he can hold his bottle.
他连这瓶酒都抓不稳
What?
怎么了?
Something weird is going on here. You know, Paul isn't the first one who's died.
这件事很诡异, 你知道...
Paul并不是第一个死的
-Remember Dr. Carlson over at Bellevue? -Yeah.
你们知道Carlson医生?
His car blew up, too.
他的车子也爆炸了
Dr. Carlson is dead?
Carlson医生死了?
Yeah. An explosion just like Paul's.
没错, 就像Paul一样死于爆炸
-We got six guys here going fucking crazy. -Yeah, well, not me, buddy.
我们有六个人, 大家都快疯了
不包括我在内, 兄弟
All right, not you, Rod,
好, 不包括你
but the rest of us are going out of our fucking minds.
但咱们全都要发疯了
Oh, you think it's got something to do with that night?
你想这事和那个晚上有关吗?
Think it's got something to do with something.
绝对能找出相关的线索
I think we have to go see the Army.
我认为我们应该去见军方
Think they're not telling us something. We have to find out what it is.
他们或许会告诉我们点事情
我们必须要知道, 这是怎么一回事
Oh, come on, Professor.
算了吧, 教授
What makes you think the Army's going to give you any answers, huh?
你怎么能够确定, 军方会告诉你答案
I mean, you're going to be butting your head up against a brick wall.
我是说你只会自讨没趣
We'll just have to get ourselves a lawyer.
我想我们得找个律师
Yeah, you should find yourself a shrink.
到时候只会被送去看精神科
You're all fucking paranoid. It was bad grass. That's all it was, man.
你们全都在胡思乱想
战争已经结束了
I mean, there's no such things as fucking demons. Come on.
我是说根本没有所谓的魔鬼
拜托, 别这样
Carol, I'm going to need you with your pad in about 15 minutes.
佩农, 我待会需要你
给我十五分钟的时间
Well, I'm sorry, Mr. Singer,
抱歉, Singer先生
but you know how many people come to me with the injustices of the world?
但是
你知道每天有多少人来见我
这是个充满不义的世界
It would break your heart.
Listen, Mr. Geary, this is very important to us.
听着Geary先生, 这对我们很重要
The Army did something to us, and we've got to find out what.
军方对我们做了些事
我们得知道是怎么回事
Army? The Army. What is with you guys?
军方, 军方
你们是怎么了?
This is not a walk to the library we're talking about.
这不像是到图书馆
我们谈的是美国政府, 老天
This is the U.S. government, for Christ's sakes.
This is red tape coming out your ass, you know what I mean?
你了解我的意思吗
Yeah, I know what you mean, that's why we're here.
我了解
这也是我们来找你的原因
We think you can help us.
我们认为你可以帮助我们
What am I, Perry Mason?
我又不是什么大律师
All right. I'll look into it.
好吧, 我研究看看
You think we have a chance?
你认为我们有机会吗?
I need sworn depositions from all of you.
我需要你们所有人的宣誓证言
I need a list of every other member of the platoon or their survivors.
我要每个存活的人的名单
我们总要充分证据才能办事
This is great.
好极了
Yeah, well, I'll tell you one thing.
告诉你们一件事情
If we do find that the military is implicated in this,
要是最后证明军方过失
you all stand to make quite a bit of money.
你们还可以拿到好一笔钱
Not that I can predict anything,
我没法子预料
but class action suits of this kind have been awarded fairly generous judgments.
但是这类集体诉讼的判决结果相当优厚
That wouldn't be so bad, would it, Mr. Singer?
不会太糟的, 是不是, Singer先生
We're not in it for the money.
我们不是为了钱来的
-That's right, Mr. Geary. -Right.
All right, gentlemen, who wants to go first?
好吧各位先生
谁要先来?
Jake, I put a Hungry-Man in the oven.
Jake, 我把饭菜放在炉子里
-It will be ready at a quarter of. -Okay.
再15分钟就好了
I also made you a tossed salad. It's in the fridge.
我还帮你准备了沙拉
放在冰箱里
Okay, sweetie.
好
还有一些苹果汁
And I got you some apple juice.
别说有红鸡
-No, not Red Cheek. -Red Cheek.
还有红鸡
Oh, shit.
该死
Don't drink it all.
别一口气全喝光了
All right.
好
Oh, and your lawyer called.
你的律师来电话
什么时候
When?
-When you were in the shower. -Why didn't you call me?
你洗澡的时候
你怎么不叫我?
He didn't give me a chance. He hung up on me.
我来不及叫你, 他就挂了
Look, Jake, don't be upset, okay?
别生气好吗?
他不接你的案子
He's not taking your case.
What? What do you mean?
什么? 你说什么?
他说你打不成官司
He said you didn't have one.
What's he talking about?
他讲那什么话?
I don't know. He was very rude. He said that your friends backed out.
我不知道, 他好没礼貌
他说你的朋友撤销了
Oh, I don't believe this.
我不敢相信
Oh, baby, I feel terrible.
宝贝, 我觉得糟糕透了
I'd stay, but I'm so late.
我得走了, 太晚了
We'll talk when I get home, okay?
回来我再跟你谈谈好吗?
Yeah, yeah.
-Are you all right? -Yeah, I'm fine.
你没事吧?
没事
-You sure? -Mmm-hmm.
真的?
Come here. Give me a kiss.
亲一下
-I'll see you later. -Bye, sweetie.
待会儿见
Hello?
哈啰
Frank, hi. It's Jake. Listen, I just got a strange call from Geary.
Frank
我是Jake, 听我说
我刚接到律师的电话
He said the guys backed down. What's he talking about?
他说大夥儿把案子撤了
这到底怎么回事?
Uh...
Yeah, that's right, Jake, we did.
没错, 是我们撤的
Why?
为什么?
I don't know. It's hard to explain.
这很难解释
试试看
Well, try.
You know, Jake, om...
你知道, Jake
War's war. Things happen.
战争归战争, 难免会发生一些事
难免会发生一些事?
Things happen? What does that mean?
我不明白你的意思
I thought we were going to do something, Frank.
我还以为我们要采取行动
There's nothing to do, Jake.
没什么值得采取行动的
Who's been talking to you?
谁找你谈过了?
What's going on, Frank?
怎样回事, Frank?
Okay.
I'll call the other guys.
我待会再打给你
They're not interested, Jake.
他们没兴趣, Jake
-What do you mean they're not interested? -They're not interested.
"他们没兴趣"是什么意思?
他们没兴趣
We all talked about this. We're all suffering the same symptoms, man.
我们大家一起谈过这事
我们大家都受同样的折磨
Listen, the Army's hiding something from us.
军方有事瞒着我们
We got to find out what it is.
我们得查出这是怎么回事
Jake, man, I got to go.
Jake, 我不能多说了
No, no, no, wait. Hold on. No, wait. Don't hang up.
不要, 别挂电话
等等, 别挂电话
Jake, don't call back anymore, okay?
Jake, 别打来好吗?
Wait! I can't do this by myself.
等一等
我自己一个人没办法做这件事
Frank?
Frank
Frank?
We'll get them. We'll get them this afternoon. Have a good lunch.
Geary. Mr. Geary.
Geary先生
Excuse me.
借过
Who's been talking to you, huh? The Army? Have they been talking to you?
谁和你谈过话了?
军方吗?
是他们跟你讲了什么吗?
Nobody's talking to nobody, all right. You don't have a case.
我没跟谁讲过话
这官司打不成
All right? Hey, hey. Keep your hands off me. Leave me alone.
嘿, 把你的手拿开, 别烦我
Listen to me, you can't do this.
你不能这么做
You can't walk away like this. We need your help.
你不能就这么离开
我们需要你的帮助
-Jake, you need a doctor. -I don't need a doctor.
你需要个医生
我不需要医生?
The Army did something to me. I got to prove it. You got to help me.
军方整了我, 我得找出证明来
你得帮我的忙
There's nothing I can do, all right? Just leave me alone.
这件事我无能为力, 可以吗?
别烦我
Something's going on. You're not telling me something.
一定有什么事情发生过
你有事瞒着我
What's wrong with you?
你到底怎么了?
I'll tell you what's wrong with me. I don't know you from Adam, right?
我告诉你我怎么了
我以前不认识你, 对不对?
You walk into my office with some bizarre-o story and demand that I check it out.
你走进我办公室
编了一些故事里的奇怪人物
我也核对了资料, 好了我做了
All right, fine. I did.
Now, I don't know what kind of a fool you take me for,
我不知道, 你当我成什么样的傻子
but you've used and abused me, sir. I don't like it.
但是你这般无礼对待我
所以我无法接受
Used you?
利用你
That's right. I checked with the Army's bureau of information,
没错, 我找过你的军方资料
你根本没去过越南
-you never even went to Vietnam. -What's that supposed to mean?
这话是什么意思?
It means that you and your friends are wacko!
那表示你们都精神病
You were all discharged on psychological grounds
都是因精神病退伍的
-after some war games in Thailand. -War games in Thailand?
在泰国玩战争游戏
在泰国玩战争游戏?
Don't you see what they're doing? That's a lie.
你不明白他们的用意吗?
这是天大的谎言
We were in Da Nang, for God's sake. You got to believe me.
我们真的去过越南
你得相信我
Go fuck yourself, Singer. Hey! Hey! Gosh!
滚一边去, Singer
Hey! Hey!
What is this? What is this? Help! Help!
怎么回事?
救命!
Come on, get in there, you cocksucker.
Get off of me!
Get the fuck off!
You little fuck!
Mr. Singer. What an appropriate name for a man who can't keep his mouth shut.
Singer先生
用什么方法才能让你闭嘴呢?
Who are you? What do you want?
你是谁? 你要什么?
we've been watching you for a long time, you and your friends.
我们监视你好久了
你和你朋友
Frightening people with foolish talk about the Army and experiments.
用一些傻话来煽动别人
讲关于军方实验的事
You're in over your head, Mr. Singer. Men drown that way.
你做得太过火了
这会害死你自己
The Army was part of another life. Let it lie.
军中生活只是生命的部分
忘了它吧
I hope we've made our point, Mr. Singer.
我希望你能明白, Singer先生
Kill this motherfucker!
宰了这个王八蛋!
Help! Help!
救命啊
Fucking cocksucker! Fuck... Oh! God damn it!
-Get out of here! -Fucking...
Please give a little something to help the poor families.
要帮助贫苦家庭
You poor, poor man.
可怜的家伙
H0, ho, ho! Merry, merry Christmas!
圣诞快乐
This guy's really hurt. You better get something in him.
这人好像伤到了背部
Hi, I'm Dr. Stewart. Can you tell me what happened?
我是史都华医生
能不能告诉我发生了什么事?
My back. I... Ican't move.
我的背部
我动不了
Get my Chiropractor.
Your back? Did you fall?
你的背部?
你跌倒了?
He said he slipped on the pavement. He may have hit his head.
去准备好开刀房
Does he have any identification?
他有任何身份证明吗?
No wallet, nothing.
他身上没有皮夹
He stole it.
被抢了
-Who did? -Santa Claus.
谁干的
圣诞老人
I got to get the bastard.
得抓到那个混蛋
It had my son's picture in it. Gabe's picture. It's the only one I had.
我儿子的照片在里面
Gabe的照片
是我唯一的一张
You better get an orthopedic man in here. Is Dr. Davis on call?
I'll page him.
Call my chiropractor.
打电话给我的脊椎医生
We're doing everything we can.
我们会尽力而为
Louis Denardo, Nostrand Avenue.
医生叫Louis·Denardo
在Nostrand街
I'm going to have to move you a little bit, just to check for injuries.
我不开刀, 只检查你的伤势
-No, Doctor. -This may hurt a little.
不, 医生
可能会有点痛
No, no...
I don't have to ask if you could feel that.
我不知道你会这么痛
Oh, God damn it. I need Louis.
该死, 我需要Louis
Who's Louis?
谁是Louis?
He's out of it. Let's take him down to X-ray.
他昏过去了, 带他去X光
Gabe?
Gabe
Jezzie...
Jezzie
Get me out of here.
把我弄出去
-Where do you want to go? -Home.
你想去哪里?
回家
Home? This is your home. You're dead.
回家?
这里就是你家, 你已经死了
Dead? No. No, I just hurt my back. I'm not dead.
死了? 不
我的背还痛
我还没死
-What are you, then? -I'm alive!
那么你又是谁?
我还活着
-Then what are you doing here? -I don't know.
那么你来这里干嘛?
我不知道
This isn't happening.
这不可能是真的
What is happening?
什么不可能发生?
Get me out of here.
把我弄出去
There is no out of here. You've been killed. Don't you remember?
出不去的
你已经被杀死了
你忘了吗?
-Careful. -Shit.
Now, move it, guys. We're losing him!
快点, 他快支持不住了
-Watch it! Careful. -Yeah, shit.
Move it for fuck's sake.
He's still pretty doped up.
他还昏昏沉沉的
I don't think he'll be able to talk yet, and I doubt he'll recognize you.
我想他无法和你说话, 或认出你来
我只看看他就好
-I just want to see him. -I'll be outside if you need me.
需要我的话我就在外面
Dad? Hi.
爸
嘿!
It's us.
是我们
You Okay?
你还好吧
Jake, it's me.
Jake, 是我
We heard what happened.
我们听说了你的事
I... I'm not dead.
我没死
What?
什么?
I'm alive.
我还活着
I'm not dead.
我没死
Oh! Oh, no. Of course you're not.
当然, 你只是扭了腰
You just hurt your back, that's all. It'll be fine. It just takes some time.
会好起来的, 只是得花些时间
A month, they said.
他们说要一个月
Just hang in there, Dad.
支持住, 爸
Stop it. That is not funny.
这可不好笑
God.
What a mess, huh?
真是一团糟
Oh, Jacob.
Jacob
I still love you.
我仍然爱着你
For whatever it's worth.
Dream on.
继续做梦吧!
Oh, God, no!
老天, 不!
What? What?
什么?
What?
Oh, dear, what? Tell me, what can I do?
亲爱的
告诉我我能帮些什么忙
Help me.
救救我
Help me.
Oh, no.
-Jacob? -Shh.
Jacob
Jacob Singer!
Jacob·Singer
Jacob!
Jacob
Sir, you're going to have to keep your voice down.
先生你必须小声点
Where's Jacob Singer?
Jacob·Singer在哪里?
Louis, I'm in here!
Louis, 我在这儿
Jake? Where are you, Jake?
Jake, 你在哪里, Jake
-You can't go in there. -Sir, can I help you, sir?
有什么事我可以效劳的吗? 先生
Jacob! Good God, Jake, what have they done?
老天, 他们把你怎么了, Jake
-Can I help you, sir? -You can't go in there.
我能效劳吗?
你不能进去那里
-What is this, the Middle Ages? -Don't touch him!
这是什么?
中古时期?
别碰他
And they call this modern medicine? This is barbaric. Barbaric!
你们叫这泥土药物吗?
这太野蛮了
野蛮
All right, just calm down.
好, 请你冷静下来
Why don't you just burn him at the stake and put him out of his misery?
你们何不干脆烧死他较快?
-Sir, you're going to have to leave. -Stay back! Don't come near me!
你得离开
退回去! 别靠近我
-Do you understand? -Call security.
叫警卫来
Stay back!
退回去
Take one step and I'll wrap this around your neck. Come on!
你要前进, 我就用这敲你脖子
-All right, calm down. -I'll call security.
冷静下来
-Back! Back! -Calm down.
滚, 滚开!
冷静下来
Come on, Jake. Come on.
You can't do that.
你不能那么做
All right, make sure...
-Now, sir, you can't do this! -Out of the way!
先生, 你不能这么做
滚开
I'm upset. I'm really upset.
我很火大
我真的很火大
-That's a crazy man. -Okay, they'll nail him at the door downstairs.
那家伙是谁?
Watch your toes, Jake.
注意你的脚趾头
Well, you've done it to yourself this time, haven't you?
你这次伤的比较严重, 不是吗?
Am I dying, Louis?
我快死了吗? Louis
From a slipped disk?
就因为这个?
That'd be a first.
那倒是头一回听到
I was in hell.
我刚还在地狱里
I don't want to die, Louis.
我不想死, Louis
Well, I'll see what I can do about it.
我看我能帮上什么忙
It's all pain.
那里全是痛苦
Straighten out your head.
挺直, Jake
Relax.
放轻松
-You ever read Meister Eckhart? -No.
你读过埃克哈特大師的书吗?
没有
How did you get your doctorate without reading Eckhart? Relax.
不读埃克哈特, 你是怎么拿到博士学位的? 放松点
Okay, good. Now turn over gently.
很好
现在翻过来, Jake
Right side.
右边
The other right, okay?
另外一个右边
You're a regular basket case, you know that?
换个最佳角度
Eckhart saw hell, too.
埃克哈特也去过地狱
You know what he said?
你知道他怎么说吗?
He said the only thing that burns in hell
他说, 唯一在地狱里燃烧的东西是...
is the part of you that won't let go of your life.
是你在人世间一直无法忘怀的事
Your memories, your attachments.
你的记忆, 你的感受
They burn them all away. But they're not punishing you, he said.
他们把它们都烧掉了
但他们不是在惩罚你, 他说
They're freeing your soul. Relax.
他们解放了你的灵魂
放轻松
Good.
很好
So, the way he sees it,
所以, 在他看来
if you're frightened of dying and you're holding on,
如果你害怕你快死了
而你一直害怕着
you'll see devils tearing your life away.
你会看到魔鬼撕毁你的生命
但是
But if you've made your peace,
要是你的平静详和
then the devils are really angels freeing you from the Earth.
那么魔鬼其实就是天使
帮你从这世界解脱出去
It's just a matter of how you look at it, that's all.
这只是看你怎么去看待事情
So don't worry, okay?
所以别忧虑, 好吗
Okay?
好吗?
Good. Relax. Relax.
放轻松, 放轻松
放轻松
Relax and wiggle your toes.
把脚趾夹紧
Come on, wiggle your toes.
赶快
Perfect. We got it.
好极了
我们成功了
We got it.
我们办到了
Get on your back. Come on.
改成正躺, 来
Easy. Okay?
放轻松点
Now, let's just give it a little try. I want to see if you can stand.
现在我们试试看
看你能不能站起来
By myself?
靠我自己?
You can do it.
你可以办得到的
Come on.
来吧
来, 我们试试, Jacob
Just give it a try, Jacob. Come on.
来吧
Come on.
Attaboy. Go ahead.
就是这样
Go ahead.
Hallelujah.
感谢上帝
亲爱的爸爸, 我爱你
请你回家, Jed有只青蛙
Eli弄丢了我的钥匙, 妈妈要你
寄钱给她, 爱你的Gabe
Jake?
Jake
你怎么了?
What's wrong? It's me.
是我啊
Are you okay?
你没事吧?
Jesus Christ, where have you been? I've been worried sick.
老天, 你到底哪里去了?
我都快担心死了
I mean, it's two days, and you don't call me?
你离开了两天, 连电话也不打
I was in the hospital.
我在医院里
Oh, Jesus. In the hospital?
天, 你在医院里?
Jake, honey, what hospital? I called every hospital in the city.
Jake, 亲爱的, 哪间医院?
城里每家医院我都打了电话
No, don't.
别接
What's going on?
到底怎么回事?
I'm not here. You haven't seen me.
我不在这儿, 你也没看到我
-Hello? -Is Jacob Singer there, please?
哈啰
哈啰, 请找Jacob·Singer
-No. I haven't seen him all night. -When do you expect him?
我没见到他人
他何时会回来?
Um, I don't know.
我不知道
能不能请你告诉他, 我以前在越南
Could you please tell him something for me? Could you tell him that I was in Vietnam in...
-Vietnam? -That there was a secret experiment...
越南?
-What experiment? -I need to see him as soon as possible...
什么实验?
我必须尽快见到他
-Hello. This is Jacob Singer. -Jacob, I was in country in '68.
哈啰, 我是Jacob·Singer
Jacob, 我68年时在越南
I was part of a chemical Warfare unit out of Saigon.
是驻西贡的一个化学战单位
We conducted secret experiments for the government.
替政府执行一项秘密实验
My God!
我得见你
-I need to see you. Are you there? -Yeah.
你还在听吗?
我在听
-Do you want to know more? -Yeah. Where can I meet you?
你想多知道些吗?
我可以到那里找你?
到西边高速公路128号旁
Meet at the corner of 128th at West Side Highway in front of a coffee truck.
的咖啡餐车旁见我
-Okay. How will I know you? -You already know me, Jacob.
好, 我怎么认出你
你已经认识我了, Jacob
-I do? -Yes,
-是吗? -没错
Just listen, make sure you're not followed, okay?
别让人跟踪了, 知道吗?
好
-All right. -Bye.
I knew it.
我就知道
Who was that?
他是谁?
A chemist.
一位化学家
Part of a chemical warfare unit out of Saigon.
他以前在西贡的化学战部门工作
-I knew something was going on. -Jake, please don't go.
我就晓得大有问题
Jake, 别去
Oh, I'm sorry.
抱歉
Jacob?
Hi, I'm Michael Newman.
我是Michael·Newman
Yeah.
I told you you'd know me. I've been tracking you for a long time.
我说过你认识我
我追踪你好久了
I just wish I would have spoken to you before tonight.
我真希望那晚以前, 就和你谈过话
Why are you following me?
你为什么跟踪我?
你是幸存者之一, Jacob
You're one of the survivors, Jacob.
来吧, 我们不能在这儿谈话, 这里不安全
Come on. We can't talk here. It's not safe. Come on.
So, first I'm arrested, right?
所以我被捕了
我所做过最好的LSD全完了
Best LSD I ever made right down the drain.
I figured, "This is it, man. 20 years in the can if I'm lucky."
我想就算运气好也得关二十年
That was 1968.
那年是1968年
Long time ago.
那是好久以前的事了
Really. Next thing I know, I'm on Rikers Island.
接下来我就来到莱斯岛
You ever been there, man?
那地方你去过吗?
Well, suddenly, they take me from my cell, okay?
有一天他们把我带出囚室
他们把我丢进等候室
They throw me in a waiting room with like, you know, bank teller windows.
就像那种有栏杆围着的那种
Four Army colonels with medals up their asses
四个陆军上校走了过来
are standing on the other side.
站在另外一边
他们告诉我
They say to me, if I come to Vietnam for two years,
假如我去越南两年
no action, mind you, just work in a lab,
不用作战, 只要实验室工作
they'll drop all the charges and wipe the record clean.
他们就会撤销我所有的罪名
让我的记录清清白白
But I'd only been in jail for, like, 13 hours already.
我那时才被关了十三个小时
我想去越南也比坐牢好
Nam couldn't be any worse.
Shows how little you knew.
谁晓得是祸是福?
Yeah, really. They had me by the balls. The next thing I know, I'm in Saigon.
是啊
我根本无法拒绝
接下来我就来到西贡
I'm working in a top-secret lab synthesizing mind-altering drugs.
我只发现我已经在西贡
我在一个极机密的实验室工作
负责合成控制心智的药物
不是街上可以买的药
Not the street stuff.
They had us isolating special properties. The dark side, okay?
它们有独立的特别性质
坏的方面的性质
他们要这种药, 能增加人的攻击性
They wanted a drug that increased aggressive tendencies.
They were scared, you know. They were worried.
他们害怕, 你知道
他担心要是军人太软弱
They figured you guys were too soft, not fighting up to your potential.
没办法发挥你们的作战本能
They wanted something to stir you up, make you mad, you know,
他们想要有某种东西
能刺激你, 让你疯狂
你知道, 惹你恼怒的东西
tap into your anger.
And we did it.
然后我们做出来了
Most powerful thing I ever saw.
那是我见过最强有力的东西
Even a bad trip, and believe me, I've had my share,
连我自己嗑过药后的副作用
did not compare to the fury of the Ladder.
也没法子和"梯子"相比
The Ladder?
梯子?
Yeah. That's what they called it.
没错
他们是叫它这个名字
A fast trip, straight down the ladder.
快速而有力
Right to the primal fear, right to the base anger.
激发你最原始的恐惧
最原始的愤怒
I'm telling you, man, it was powerful.
我告诉你那东西真的很有力量
I know, I don't need to tell you. You already know.
你知道我不用说, 你已经知道了
We did experiments on jungle monkeys. It worked.
我们用丛林的猴子做这个实验
结果有效
They bashed each other's heads in, gouged out their eyes, chewed off their tails.
它们彼此打对方的头
抛掉对方的毛
咬掉对方的尾巴
The brass loved it.
上级高兴极了
Then they made us try it on Charlie.
然后他们用越共做实验
我们带走一些战俘
We, uh...
Took these POWs, you know?
你知道, 只是些孩子
Just kids, really.
我们把他们放到一个院子
And we put them in this Courtyard,
and we fed them huge doses of the stuff, man.
我们灌了他们大量的那个东西
I mean, they were worse than the monkeys, you know?
他们比那些猴子还坏, 你知道吗?
I didn't know men could do those things.
我想不到人竟然能做出这种事
Anyway, there was... There was this big offensive coming up, right?
总之
越共大举反击, 大家都晓得了
Everyone knew it.
Time magazine, Huntley-Brinkley.
时代杂志, 柏克莱杂志
And the brass were scared, man, because they knew we couldn't win.
我们的首脑吓到了
因为他知道他赢不了战争
Morale was down, it was getting ugly in the States.
士气低落, 国内又反战
-Hell, you remember. -Yeah.
你还记得吗?
记得
所以几天之后
So, a couple days later, they decide to use the Ladder
他们决定使用梯子
on one test battalion.
以一个营来做实验, 你们那一营
Yours.
Just an infinitesimal dose in the food supply, they said,
只用了少量的剂量在食物里
只为了提升在战场上的效果
just to prove its effectiveness in the field.
They were sure your unit would have the highest kill ratio
他们会展示给你看
服用这种药物后的高杀敌率
of any in the whole goddamn offensive, and they were right, you did.
结果他对了
Except not the way they thought.
只不过结果不如预期
No one can remember that night.
没有人能记得住那一晚
I get flashes, but they don't make sense.
我有时会回忆起来, 但没有条理
What happened?
那是怎么一回事?
Was there an offensive?
这也是它的副作用?
Yeah, a couple days later. It was fierce.
没错
在服药几天后, 而且很强烈
But you guys never saw it.
但你们根本察觉不出来
But there was an attack? It was a fight, right?
那不是次攻击
那是打架, 对吗?
Yeah, but not with the Cong.
没错, 但不是跟越共
With who?
和谁打架?
你们互相残杀
You killed each other.
What?
什么?
It was brother against brother. No discrimination.
那是兄弟杀兄弟
分辨不出是谁
You tore each other to pieces.
你们彼此将对方撕成一片片
My God.
老天
I knew it would happen.
我早知道会发生这种事
I warned them. I fucking warned them!
我警告过他们的
Oh, fuck.
妈的!
Who was I? I was just some hippie chemist, right?
我不过是个制禁药的化学家
What did I know?
谁晓得事情会这样
Fuck.
I talked to the guys who bagged the bodies.
我跟那些扛尸体的家伙说
They were in worse shape than you, believe me.
他们不像你相信我
They saw what was left.
他们认为我是左派份子
I needed to find you, you know?
我必须找到你
I felt responsible.
我认为我该负责任
The Ladder was my baby.
"梯子"是我创造出来的
I'm going to Brooklyn.
到布鲁克林
Not with me, you're not. I get lost in Brooklyn.
我到布鲁克林会迷路
I know the way. Listen...
我知道路
听着
This is all the money I have. Take me home, please.
这是我所有的钱
带我回家, 拜托
Where's your home?
你家在哪里?
Singer博士
Dr. Singer!
Well, it's been a long time.
好久不见了
Hello, Sam.
是啊, 山姆
Are you all right?
你还好吗?
嗯, 还好
Yeah, I'm okay.
Do you want some help? I can call upstairs.
需不需要我效劳
我可以打电话给楼上
No, no. That's okay.
不用了, 没关系
谢了
Thanks, Sam.
Sarah
Sarah?
Jed
Jed? Eli?
Eli
If you're frightened of dying and you're holding on,
如果你恐惧死亡
一直恐惧着
你会见到魔鬼夺走你的生命
you'll see devils tearing your life away.
要是你能做到心里平静
If you've made your peace,
那么魔鬼其实就是天使
then the devils are really angels freeing you from the Earth.
他帮你从这世界解脱出去
Gabe?
Gabe
Gabe?
爸爸
Hi, Dad.
It's okay.
不要紧的
Come on. Let's go up.
走吧, 我们走
Come on.
来啊
He's gone.
他死了
He looks kind of peaceful, the guy.
他看起来很详和
Put up a hell of a fight, though.
好一场惨烈的战役
What's the guy's name?
这家伙叫什么名字?
Singer
Singer. Jacob Singer.
Jacob·Singer
根据报导, 越战期间
BZ这种迷幻药物, 用在军人身上
当作实验
但美国国防部否认这项说法